Nicki Minaj Was Suicidal?

In the new issue of Cosmopolitan, Nicki Minaj revealed that she had suicidal thoughts while she was struggling to get her career off of the ground. She says that the frustration of having her dreams rejected constantly was almost too much for her to bear.
“I kept having doors slammed in my face," she said. "I felt like nothing was working. I had moved out on my own, and here I was thinking I’d have to go home. It was just one dead end after another. At one point, I was, like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt. Like maybe I should just take my life?’"
"I would pray to God to make me famous," she added. "So that I could buy my mother a huge house."

Comments

Anonymous said…
I go through this on and off but she gets my respect.
Adam Christ said…
She prayed to god, but she clearly sold her soul to make it in the business, the bitch has no talent, much like most pop/rap/r&B singers today.
Anonymous said…
I agree no talent.
Anonymous said…
She so fake ... just like the weave girls wear.
Anonymous said…
She gets my respect too...I have gon through that same exact situation...I just keep pushin on cause 1 day I will be famous and be able to support myself and my family better---it will be EPIC
DhaBoss said…
I Jus Moved On My Own & Wen Bills Are Due & I'm Not Making Any Hours It's Hard & I Sumtimes Feel Suicidal ... But God Is Gud & I've Been Prayn For Better Days & Trust Me He Is Blessing Me! I Respect Nikki For Dis.
Anonymous said…
YOur a Hater BBiittcchh
Anonymous said…
the broad is fake fuck her
Anonymous said…
u right adam christ
Anonymous said…
Adam I totally agree with you! She has NO talent whatsoever & no style of her own....the music business would be much better off without her in it!
Anonymous said…
Adam Christ your stupid.. Just because you don't have the talent to be successful and you see someone else become successful and rich and famous you just become a hater and say that bullshit
Anonymous said…
i hate haters...most are just mad she made it and they didnt....i still wish her the best in her career and hope she get bigger and stays in the lime light even longe
Anonymous said…
Nicki Minaj is not doint hat this is fake belive wat u want cuz yall all crazzi !
Anonymous said…
Absolutely no talent and fake as a 3 dollar bill.
Anonymous said…
She gets no respect. Like, I thought the reason was going to be something serious. .Really girl? you're suicidal because you couldn't be famous enough to be able to buy your mom a house..There's people struggling everyday to buy food, or deal w/ their life threatening illnesses.. & they still hanging on. .You've got your nerve! NO KUDOS for this, & definitely no empathy.
Anonymous said…
Everyone has suicidal thoughts, so I don't see what the big deal is. Just because she's Nicki Minaj? Get out of here with this fuckery! I understand she's a human like the rest of us, but she isn't "just like one of us." She's a celebrity, she shouldn't have any worries if you ask me, but I'm just an Average Jane. I wouldn't know the struggles of rich people...
DIVA!!! said…
Really?!?! Fake!? Just because she has a lyrical gift along wit the swaggg of REAL female... She's fake!?! Unbelieveable!!!!! That's why she was the first female artist to sell the # of albums she sold!!!! Hahahahaha!!! Keep hating Bytches kuz there is a lot more people that love her THAN DON'T!!! Get a lyfe and show Respect where its due!!! POWWWWW!!!!!!!! Lmao @ u HATERS!!!!! Diva!
Anonymous said…
yall no talent losers need to stfu yall cant say who dont got talent when yall dont
Anonymous said…
lol,everyone talks trash about her and her talent, regardless of what you think she still famous and she still bought her mother a house so honestly your opinions don't matter. She has been through hell and made it big even without the talent give her props for not giving up. Haters Never Prevail!!!
Anonymous said…
all of you faggots who call her fake are fake. you fuckin dickheads
Anonymous said…
all of you haters stfu....... y'all need a life........ y'all probably live in ya mamma's basement
Anonymous said…
I can relate feels like I'm catching the heat of critics in that current position but I keep going for the people I love. Ron tizzle
Caramel Swagger said…
To all her haters!!!

she didnt sell her soul get into the business why would she? You say she has to talent? If that was the case she sure ass hell would be where she is today, she would still be getting doors slammed in her face, but she isnt she is out there doing the damn thing. Nicki has my respect and my suport to the fullest, you just mad cause she is young black woman doing what she loves to do no matter what ANYBODY says, your comments dont hurt her for every 1 hater she has 1000 fans. And if she did "sell her soul" so be it its her soul she does what she wants with it.

GO HEAD NICKI DO WHAT YOU DO GIRL!
Im happy you made it though the pain and are still pushing cause many people dont, they give into the voices and end their lives. You didnt and im proud of you.
Anonymous said…
people love 2 talk shit.. its all good tho... yall broke fucks just give her the juice she needs 2 keep doin what she's doin... u dont like her or her music thats cool but respect her hustle n her gangsta. #itsBarbieBitch
Anonymous said…
Average Jane your comment doesn't make sense if you knew anything about her you would know before Lil Wayne signed her she was a average struggling chick trying to get a deal. Neither of her parents were rich and her dad was a drug addict. So your comment about struggling rich, all ppl was not born with money most had to work their asses off to get it. You average because you choose to be, work a little harder and maybe you could be famous too, or maybe not, lol
Anonymous said…
I can't rap nore do I want to be known or famous, shes talentless like soulja boy gtfo here with this bullshit, rather then praying you were rich and famous get a job like the rest of us dumb b***h
Anonymous said…
All you assholes that says she's take & has no talent. She clearly does because she's rich & your not. So shut your hating asses up & go get some money!
THaRealest said…
Are you guys serious?! Nikki is one of the coldest female M.Cs in the game. Her fashion sense isn't original but she spits fire. Talent is something the chic has. You try to spit 16 bars in character like she does. WONT HAPPEN!! Trust....
Anonymous said…
i RESPECT THE FACT THAT SHE DIDNT GIVE UP, BY KILLING HERSELF, BUT SHE IS FAKE, NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO ALTER THIER BODY TO GET FAME, IF THEY HAVE TALENT. . . LISTEN TO HER MUSIC FORWARDS AND BACKWARDS SHE CLEARLY SOLD HER SOUL, JUST LIKE LIL WAYNE, DRAKE, SNOOP DOGG, AND MANY MORE, DO YOUR RESEARCH PEOPLE, ITS NOT ABOUT BEING A (HATER), ITS ABOUT REALLY BELIEVING IN GOD AND USING YOUR PURE TALENT, LOSING WEIGHT IS ON THING, BUT SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL BEFORE , THE HIP, LIP, BUTT, AND BREAST SURGERY.. THATS NOT HATING THAT IS BEING (HONEST). IN GOD I TRUST ...
AND SO YOU KNOW WHO I AM , CAUSE IM NOT STARTING AN ACCOUNT TO POST, THIS IS THE REAL NIKKI LUV
Anonymous said…
Fake**
Anonymous said…
Cmon guys,some people are just being harsh to be harsh.Im not A fan of hers, but I get the point she is trying to make.. The constant struggle and rejection was wearing on her. Guys dnt forget she also came from hard background, with a violent father and unstable home life,like a lot of people.She had weak moments, and can mk you want to give up, and she didnt!! The point is never give up on your dreams, even in times of despair, keep pushing forward.. Thats the jist of that comment. Weather you like her or not people need to fully read and open their minds instead of being so quick to bash another person.. Geeez
KSloan said…
You guys are just jealous because shes making so much money. she has loads of talent. Yeah, maybe you're not a fan of her music but that doesnt mean she has no talent or shes fake. Grow up.
Anonymous said…
Sold her soul be fuking real u stupid fuks ur jst a bunch of fuking haters. If it was as easy as selling ur soul u. Urself wud have done it already stupid fuking smchucks
Anonymous said…
I love her... She has her own style the next Lil Kim .. I don't understand the negative comments... If u don't care for her music u don't have to listen... Cuz it's 1000s more that wanna listen and love the hell outta her... Get a life... Stop talking about people... Nobody is perfect....
Anonymous said…
Some of ya'll are just being ridiculous. Obviously you wouldnt know talent if it slapped you in the face. This women has along way to go and to make history. If you paid attention to her words more than just listen to the beats you would understand where she is coming from. Not matter what ya'll say Nicki Minaj is here and she is here to stay and she will forever be known for her work. Putting her down is only going to make her strive harder to prove all you wrong. Love her or hate her but either way your thinking of her.
-CC Babii
Anonymous said…
everyone of yall who say she can rap are fucking dickheads, ppl listen to lyrics these rappers spit these days its about the same thing, and believe me i know music because i am a rapper .....The Roc in here lol
Anonymous said…
I sympathize with her intentions. I admire that she is famous and successful. She does have talent. However, the way she displays herself is brainwashing many females to be profane, self-degrading, and nasty. She paints lipstick on whats trashy and makes it ok and says "Everybody say pussy poppin, bitches, fuck, dick, nigga, swallow, money, shit" That's pretty unattractive whether that's her being fake or her being real.
LaVitaBella_89@twitter.com said…
I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK THIS ADAM ASSHOLE IS BUT WHO THE HELL DIED AND MADE YOU GOD?!?! NOT ONLY IS MS.MINAJ TALENTED BUT SHE ALSO IS A LIVING TESTIMONY. YOU AND THE REST OF THE HATERS ARE NON MF FACTORS BITCHES... TO NICKI IF YOU'RE READING THIS, ON BEHALF OF THE REST OF YOUR FANS WE APPRECIATE YOUR HONESTY. I SUPPORT YOU IN EVERTHING THAT YOU DO! CONTINUE TO MAKE EXCELLENT MUSIC AND INSPIRING THE REST OF THE LITTLE BARBIES THAT LOOK UP TO YOU<3#TEAMMINAJ
Anonymous said…
And to yall who say yall respect her and love her believe me she only love her bank roll the rest is entertainment, i know her personally......Taha The Roc in here
Anonymous said…
Everyone goes threw there struggles in life u just have to look at it this way...no matter wat happens to u theres always someone out the worse than u..think positive!!
@caramel u sed it best....

Yahll need to stop suckin her dick hop off god damn maadd head wat u mad cuz u make no money?......smfh #hate much??
LSD said…
Don't hate! She promises to keep you as her "stepson[s]"!!! Nicki -Nick is shittin' on everyone waiting for a music deal to fall in their lap!! Go out there get what you want!! She did; and she made sure to do it LOUDLY!!! All you haters go learn ya' something before you open up your mouths!! I love you Lady Nicky!!!
Anonymous said…
all of yall who are calling her fake and saying she has no talent yall fake too because if she was standing in your face right now i bet yall will be all in her face yall always critizing someone and you cant stand to see someone do good
#smh yall need to do betta
Eduardo said…
no what, im tired of yall bitchass hoes over here tryna talk like dey something, she fake, she dis, she dat, lemme ask you something, are you God? no, den shut da fuck up cuz yall have no fuckin jurisdiction on nobody. i want someone to talk shit about me just so that i can prove them wrong in the end. so you know what keep talkin, you just give her more publicity. yall love that word fake because it describes yourselves, you just try to pass it you someone else just to take it off yoself. i hate haters, and if dat makes me one so be it. Fuck yall fuck dis. i like nicki. she is talented unlike yall FAKE ass bitches. Smdfh. just go and fuck yoself, not other ppl's lives. yall fuckin lowlife scum. go and suck my fuckin dick stupid ass muhfuckas talkin shit like dey somebody. try me hoes
Anonymous said…
Its been a long time since a woman has been strong in the game. She is no MC Lyte orLatifah. She has added her own brand to the game. She has crossed over into all styles of music and that is not easy for many rap artist.....especially women. Obviously, she is smart because he marketing/promoting team is putting her where she needs to be..on top. She is an entertainer, costumes, makeup, crazy hair and all. Im sure in person she's an easy person. I commend her for being truthful and open. Other kids that want to commit sucide will see her rags to riches story as motivation. Dont get caught up in the character....she's playing a roll. That something parents need to advise their daughters of as well.
Dree from DUVAL said…
ALL U STUPID FUCKS SAYIN SHE HAS NO TALENT IS OBVIOUSLY JEALOUS. I DONT PARTICULARLY CARE FOR HER OR HER HER STYLE OR MUSIC BUT THE BITCH IS SELLIN RECORDS AND AND SELLING OUT CONCERTS.STOP BEING CHILDISH AND PETTY,JUST CAUSE U DONT LIKE HER DOES NOT MEAN SHE ISNT TALENTED. THE PROOF IS N THE PUDDING U HATIN ASS DICK WADS. THE GIRL GOTTA BE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT TO HAVE LOSER NOBODIES LIKE URSELVES SITTING AROUND DISCUSSING HOW MUCH U DONT LIKE HER. THE TRUTH HURTS DONT IT,AND THE TRUTH IS SHE IS PROBABLY SOMEWHERE SHOPPING AND ENJOYING THE LIFE SHE WORKED HARD FOR WHILE YALL LOOK FOR STUFF ON THE WEB ABOUT HER TO COMMENT NEGATIVELY ON...GET A LIFE LOSERS!! PAHAHAHA
Anonymous said…
Fuck all you haters! She got more money than all you stupid fucks put together.
imDMC said…
It's easier to make someone who don't got it famous then it is to make someone who does.
Anonymous said…
Stop hating let the bitch live ur reading about her on a blog...go figure ..smmfh
Anonymous said…
All I have t2 say nicki minaj is a beast she has so many characters an she plays all of them good ya hatin jus like lil kim is , why don't ya support instead of bringinq her down even if ya don't like her be happy that she doinq somethinq she got her future set . Honestly on na her #1 fan buh she doinq her thinq an I show respect foe that
Anonymous said…
This is @ Taha The Roc in here...U said it all...no matter what everybody saying about her...the only thing she caring about is the money she making. Everything else is a non factor to her. So yall arguing on here for no reason. Nicki dont care at all. Now thats real talk.
Anonymous said…
Only God can judge u baby&dnt u 4get abt dat..Mke ur muney huney cus u mkin urself&ur family happy like u said u would so FUK wat nebdy have 2say cus dey nt u&dey tryin 2c rite threw u mama bt dey cnt,keep ur head up&thnk God evryday dat u here mkin it:ki$$e$..
Anonymous said…
This just goes to show you can't please everybody, I don't like country music but im going to hate on it some of you people are pathetic DO YA THANG NIKKI
Anonymous said…
Im not gone hate on it sorry lol

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